February 22nd seems like a really weird day to begin school, but that is just what I am doing. Can't even soak it all in yet, but I am a real college student again...wow! Looking back at my transcripts, I was a little horrified to say the least. Ok, so not to sound conceited, but I am smart...so what is with the horrible grades? Then it all started creeping back in. My freshman year, I actually signed up for classes before 10 in the morning...bad move. Then I didn't have the guts to withdrawal from my classes if I didn't like them. Actually, I didn't want to loose the grants, so there you go. What a waste. And, I had some philosophical block against the grading system as a whole. Why go to class if you already knew the material? This is college right? Anyway...sucks to be me. I'm over it.
Now, I get to type away on my bed at 11:30 at night in my underwear and it's grand! Sure, it's still about turning in assignments and quizzes (which I have already done 2 of both on my first day...they let us start on friday). We have group discussions, blogs, videos, audio links, and tests. It really is quite complicated, but I am willing to do this to get my degree from BYU-I and save like a gazillion dollars by not going to George Fox. I only have one class, but starting in May, it's full speed baby. It's kind of a non descript degree, but it will be in communications with a marriage and family studies minor. It will get me into the counseling program at George Fox for a masters and that is all I care about right now. Really...who couldn't use a course in conflict management?! LOL!
College for me was about forming lasting friendships, deepening my testimony, learning, working, and finding myself. I did that. And look what I've become?
Besides going to class without leaving my bed, there are also some other benefits. I don't have to worry about stupid boys and how they break your heart, or if I am going to slip and bust my tailbone on the ice in Rexburg. Or how about finding decent clothing in a town that caters to potato farmers and cowboys? And girl roommate drama...so glad I don't have to live with that anymore. So is it ok if I want to go buy a book bag and some cool pens, paper, folders, and highlighters? I think I might start writing poetry again and waxing philosophical on all subjects great and small...watch out!

3 comments:
You brought back some lovely memories of Rexburg, mainly one of me slipping on the ice FLAT ON MY BACK as I was walking to Brolim's (sp) grocery store, right in the middle of an intersection! I was so embarrassed. Good for you and your schooling. You're one brave mamacita!
I fell so much...I think I have some kind of mental block to losing weight because then my backside can't take the falls! LOL! Good thing there was only like 5 guys on the whole campus...and I loved Brolim's. The whole town changed when evil Walmart came to town! I loved those movies for 1.50 and Taco Time...you should go back...it looks so much different now.
best of luck, Em! so proud of you! PS--so glad you're not a Walmart fan either!!
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